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| I did not realize till today, that this will be my last summer in
highschool, before i`m out there in the " real world " applying for
college, and struggling to takecare of myself.
i`m not sure if i should be scared, or relieved, happy or sad.
One thing i know, is that it`s too early for me to start being a sob
about leaving. This my dears is the time, to score greatly on my SATs.
get shit straight, and save lots of money. cause mommy and daddy wont
be around forever.
whatever.
i`ve been real weird lately.
What in the hell is going on with me?
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| The woman is a monster!!!!!!!
ok im being dramatic, but she made me give cleopatra away (my dog )
cause she just like " omg! cant live with the thouight of a dog in or
near her house" ok um, look you fucking idiot. the dog was never
in the house, cause the minute id even think of letting it in, youd
roll over on your menopause and start having bitch fits. So i let it in
yesterday cause you know being the kind and geneorous, and sympathic
and HUMAN (ok not to that the extent but you get it ) person iam, i
couldnt take the sounds of this dog crying any longer and neither
could my blind neighbor( which is kinda ironic considering blind people
are suppose to be thankful to dogs, that spend their whole miserable
dog lives guiding them to the fucking bathroom and whereever else they
may have to go!) anyway, So my mom is like "omfg this dog, is all
your fathers fault, IM LEAVIG HIM! " ok.. youre leaving my dad cause of
a dog? Hmm.. fishy. The point is, my dad being the little bitch that he
is, he`s like " no wait!" and made me give the dog away, so i didnt
even find an owner for it, so we left it on someones yard. IT`s cruel i
know. whatever dumbass, i never thought... actually i knew she
really wouldnt leave my dad over a dog, and i know my dad knew that
too. God. This just takes me back to that Rabbit i had, Yogy, she hated
it too. it HAD A CAGE FOR THE LOVE OF GOD. and she STILL didnt want
it,so one morning i come home, to find no rabbit. and she says " it
must of ran away!" WTF! what did it open its own cage, open the DOOR
and walk out and leave? did she really think i`d believe that?
whatever i`m a sad sad individual., i just made a post about how much i
hate my mother because she dissappears all my pets.. WTF is wrong with
me??!?!!
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| this poem is old. but it means alot to me.
stumbled frequently before i got where i needed to go
he squeezed my body close and whispered Dirty words into my ears
he broke our mortality And it shattered.
the air reeked of something .dirty . [[[[Addictive.]]]]]
and our clothes were wet
and our eyes were heavy ; my footsteps were light..
i laced up my shoes. and i ran.
i ran. in patterns, with those tunes in my head.
fealling onto my knees
blood mixing in with the rain. so we laughed.
we laughed, spread across some strangers lawn.
and the rain drenched us clean.
so we layed
and we kissed
and we dreamed.
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